Run to Eat, or Eat to Run?
An eating disorder is about much more than what’s on your plate. I know because I’ve been living with anorexia for 20 years now.
Two years ago, I was walking and running up to 40 kilometres a day. Every day. Even when I was exhausted, even when I knew I was hurting myself, I couldn’t stop.
For a long time, I believed that if I was strong enough, I would be able to regain control. Over time, I’ve come to understand one essential thing: you can’t get through this alone.
It was the experts at the Douglas who helped me believe that solutions exist and to remain hopeful.